biography

R.I.P.: Pearl Chu H.C.
descended to earth on 04051989
RedSwastikaSchool[9601]
ChungChengHighMain[0205]
AndersonJuniorCollege[0607]


last wishes

don't forget me.
i love you
trying to understand what the hell it means to be alive


her wants for her birthday:

watch Phantom of the Opera! =D
a new handphone that i love! =)
handphone pouch for my new handphone =x
cool, pretty pencil box/case/bag!
nicenice purse/wallet!
MAC notebook =D
nice ring file for school lk the old MTV one i had
nice, cool, comfy backpack for sch!
manicure and pedicure!=)
sort out my life.. =(


condolences




friends she left behind

.aj2806.
.audrey.
.clara.
.darren.
.de xin.
.eunice goh.
.fang yu.
.fredrick.
.grace.
.huan yuet.
.hui xin.
.jia qing.
.joce.
.jonathan.
.jun hui.
.kania.
.ning xin.
.pei jin.
.pei wen.
.qian yi.
.qing wen.
.ryan.
.samantha.
.sarah.
.shang long.
.shi kai.
.shi hui.
.sok han.
.sophie.
.stanley.
.suwen.
.xin rou.
.xueheng.
.yiying.
.yvonne k.
.zhan yong.
.zhi nuo.
.earn money!.


He Made It Possible.


her life before death

February 2004
March 2004
April 2004
May 2004
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007



planned her death on Monday, April 23, 2007

0inkionkdroplets is officially dead after planning her death for so many months.
her afterlife will be somewhere she hopes no one can find her.

droplets tried to kill herself at 7:25:00 PM

planned her death on


I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found a man that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you

I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world
I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me
I can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause I need you in my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you

See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back I guess it shows
that we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate
And care for what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby I'm so thankful
I found you

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful I found you

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful I found you


i love you darling

droplets tried to kill herself at 7:00:00 PM

planned her death on

I will never forget what you said to me last night.

droplets tried to kill herself at 6:24:00 PM

planned her death on Saturday, April 21, 2007

did the test zy asked me to do and i got this:


Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz.




did it a 2nd time and i got this:



Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz.




lols..

droplets tried to kill herself at 10:32:00 PM

planned her death on Friday, April 20, 2007

1. when is your biddaeey?
04051989 [it's 2 weeks away! =D]

2. what is your favorite color?
PINK! black! white.. and all the pastel colors! =)

3. who is in your mind now?
my darling >.<

4. are u now in love with someone?
duh..

5. do u have a girlfriend/boyfriend now?
yeaps.. =))

6. which type of person r u?
psychotic, mood-super-swingy person. FUN! =x

7. what r u thinking as 0f now?
my darling. what should i do now. what's gonna happen tmr.

8. do u like music?
of cos!

9. what type of girlfriend/boyfriend do u want?
my boyfriend lor =p
one who must give in to all my wants! =x ok la.. not all..
cheer me up when i'm sad.. be there when i need..

10. who made u feel happy today?
grace, wc, zy, tm. annndddd.. my more of my class ppl ba.. since i've been in sch for de whole day today.. =.=

11. is today a perfect day for u?
nah.. no darling = no perfect day..

12. your dream age?
21 =)

13. your pet's name
zhuzhu
manman
naughtnaught

14. what do you want right now?
get lots of sleep, do lots of hw, understand lots of things, get A's!

15. who has a great look in your class?
ME =) haha.. =x can't say la.. =p

16. who has the best smile?
me too! haha.. [so narcistic.. =x]

17. who has a cute voice?
dont know leh.. i hate ppl with cute voices.. =x as in those minnie mouse voice.. >.<

18. what is your biggest fear?
losing everything [or something =x] tt i have now..

19. who do u love the most?
1st thought, my darling. think again, my family.

20. what are u waiting for?
waiting for myself not to procrastinate and slack anymore..
waiting for some solution to come by and give me answers..

droplets tried to kill herself at 9:51:00 PM

planned her death on

i'm 55% boyish and 75% girly =D

GUYISH:
[ ] You like being sweaty.
[x] You love hoodies and jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's funny when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck
[x] You own an XBox/PS/GB. [used to]
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own a PSP.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[x] You watch sports on TV
[ ] Gory movies are awesome
[ ] You only go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool.
[x] Fire is cool.
[ ] You don't babysit.
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. [3 aint counted as a bunch =p]
[ ] Green, black, red, blue or silver are your favourite color(s).
[x] You don't care about your hair sometimes
[x] You love to go crazy
[ ] Contact sports like basketball are fun too.

Now add the numbers up and multiply it by 5
Post as "I'm % boyish."


GIRLY:
[x] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop all the time.
[x] You wear eyeliner sometimes.
[x] You buy different colored shirts.
[ ] You have many of the same shirts in different colors
[ ] You don't like shopping at Hot Topic
[x] Wear the color pink
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging at the mall.
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[x] Skirts are a part of your wardrobe.
[x] You take a long time doing your hair.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You hate the movie Star Wars.
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 30 minutes to get dressed and put on make-up and accesories. [actually it takes more.. =x haha]
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] have more then 10 pairs of shoes

Add them up and multiply by 5.
Post as "I'm % girly

droplets tried to kill herself at 9:42:00 PM

planned her death on

............:SCORPIO:. The sex addict
Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.)

(GREAT kisser............) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring.


............:LIBRA:. The lame lover
Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet.

Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed?Not the kind of person you wanna #### with... u might end up crying.... the most irresistible.



.:ARIES:. The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to #### with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed.



.:AQUARIUS:. Does it in the water
Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.

Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE!



.:GEMINI:. Does Twosomes
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed.

Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the #### out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud.

Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile.. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE.



.:LEO:. The Lion in bed
Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships.

Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.



.:CANCER:. The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high ### appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic.

Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great tellin stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it.

Someone you should hold on to.



.:PISCES:. The Piece of ass
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high ### appeal. Has the last word.

The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.



.:CAPRICORN:. The passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser.

Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED.

Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first.

So you'll never forget. Smart.



.:TAURUS:. The Tramp
Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.=]

Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ........

Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn.

Sexual as .................... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with.

Are the most sexiest people on earth!



.:SAGITTARIUS:. The Sexy one
Spontaneous. Horny............ Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic.

Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness.

Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed?

Not the kind of person you wanna with you might end up crying.


.:VIRGO:. The Virgin
Dominant in relationships . Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive............ Loud.
Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight.

Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness..






this whole thing is lk crap la.. every horroscope is abt the same.. haha..

something to cheer ppl up la.. haha..

mine! :

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.:TAURUS:. The Tramp

Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.=]

Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ........

Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn.

Sexual as .................... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with.

Are the most sexiest people on earth!

=D

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i love being in long relationships? haha.. depends la.. i'll surely give a good fight for what i want.. haha.. but i'k not extremely outgoing.. =p

yea! i'm sexy! =x and imma outstanding kisser! *smooches* =D

awesome personality! helpful! =x

there will always be stubborn.. =.=

of cos i'm not one to f*** with.. haha.. [not literally la.. =.=]

droplets tried to kill herself at 9:29:00 PM

planned her death on

Pearl, your Emotional IQ is 123.

This number is the result of a formula based on how many questions you answered correctly on Tickle's Emotional IQ test. But your Emotional IQ score is much more than just a number: it's an indicator of success.

Research has shown that people with high emotional intelligence scores — not necessarily those with the highest IQ scores — tend to be the most valued and productive employees and have the longest and happiest romantic relationships.

Tickle Tests

droplets tried to kill herself at 9:05:00 PM

planned her death on

tagged "sian!"on zy's taggie just now and a advertisement "pop uped" [at the top of the taggie]
it said:
"Stuck on Homework? Test Tomorrow? Online Live Tutors, The Moment You Need Help. Get help in minutes at Tutor.com. Special Trial Offer."
so for me man =.=
lols..

have been super losing my appetite.. i think i eat lk 1 and a half meals a day.. cos the meals i eat in sch cant be counted as a full meal.. haha.. the only proper meal i eat is at home.. sigh.. guess the stress is really getting on to me ba.. well.. better then eating non-stop anyway.. haha.. can lose weight this way.. i hope =.=

played around lk a monkey ytd and today.. ytd before pe went to the fitness corner with the girls and played with the incline and pull-up bars.. haha.. turned at the incline bars and did incline pull-ups.. then hanged at the pull-up bars and climbed the thing beside the pull-up bar.. [and UNFORTUNATELY, we had to do 20 incline pull-ups for pe =(]
today after photo-taking, played the monkey bar tt sloped upwards then down.. climbed it 1 and a half times.. haha.. cos the 1st time i climbed to the middle and came down.. 2nd time climbed all the way.. still the monkey i was =D though my arm is aching lk siao now.. haha.. hope it'll recover by tuesday.. cos 5 items!!! >.<>.< my standing board jump simply sucks la.. sigh..
but i feel lk playing monkey bar tmr.. =x haha.. see how.. maybe play tues after pe ba.. hehe..
so fun la! been ages since i played lk this.. rmb how i used to climb to the top of my pri sch's monkey bar and walk on it.. and how i turned on the pull-up bars.. little monkey.. haha.. my bro couldnt even do what i can.. think i'm more of the kinestatic hands-on kid and my bro is more of the brain ba.. haha..

i'm super sian now.. should i go to bed or do my load of hw or make my prezzie or play comp? =x
i'll decide after i finish my noodles.. haha.. not much appetite now too =(

droplets tried to kill herself at 8:36:00 PM

planned her death on Tuesday, April 17, 2007

VoyAJe ROCKS! =DD
AJC choir rocks! hehe
went to the concert at esplanade ytd.. really great..
our school's choir is reallyreally good.. their singing is great.. hehe..


anyway.. went to watch "the number 23" with tm and zy before the concert.. and it so totally sucked.. =.= nearly fell asleep la..
i was thinking what the hell is the movie all about ==.== how can u be sooooo obsessed with a number??? haha.. anyway.. not really tt suck la.. just.. cant hold my attention.. haha..



had a super bad headache during chinese all the way home.. ==.== so i went to sleep right after i ate at 7.. haha.. dont usually sleep right after dinner one okies! actually wanted to sleep till tmr.. but mama was using comp in my room and talking on the phone till so damn loud =.= woke me up twice.. =.= the 1st time was just too tired.. haha.. went back to sleep right after i woke..
must be pe la.. wear me out ==.== ran 2.4 today.. 14m35s i think.. B.. quite happy la... cos to get A is 14m01s.. haha.. so i'm near A.. hehe.. now i have to worry abt my bloody standing board jump liao.. so damn irritaitng =,=
anyways.. think i go sleep liao.. or do my newspaper.. still thinking which to do.. haha..

droplets tried to kill herself at 11:40:00 PM

planned her death on Saturday, April 14, 2007

have been stuffing myself with junk food since last weekend..
had 2 ulcers and a sorethroat throughout the week and i'm still not drinking more water and eating more fruits..
i've just finished a small pack of chips and munching on a big bag of cheese twisties now.. negative externalities of studying..
went to support our class guys' [tm, zj, alvin, jz] 4x400m and 4x100m on thurs.. screamed for them [which worsened my throat =.=] not wasted though.. cos they came in 1st for 4x4 and 3rd for 4x1.. haha.. 'grats ppl..
i screamed at my bro ytd cos he kept irritating me.. wanted me to stop playing my game when he played the same game for the whole day le.. at least 10 hrs i think.. bloody irritating.. and i screamed at him again this morning for being so bloody noisy.. he was packing his stuff to go back to camp at lk 6 in the morning.. duno why he bloody hell cant pack last nite.. ask him to be less noisy and he did the opposite.. =.= slamming everything he touched so i threw a bottle at him [purposely missed him though, afraid he'll box me =.=] and he bloody hell slammed my room door and my mama's =.= mama wasnt at home so he slammed her door =.=
how i wished i had not said to share room with my bro ==.== then i'll have my own room.. but i'll get a small super single bed.. sian.. whatever la..
shall continue eating my twisties and see what happens to me tml.. haha..

droplets tried to kill herself at 10:01:00 PM

planned her death on Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Ah Kay! =p
my dear cute chi teacher + sec3 form teacher!
=DDD
miss sleeping in ur class and u scolding me lots! =p
and my B3 not shocking u! wahas.. =p

Mr Ng Ah Kay

droplets tried to kill herself at 10:31:00 PM

planned her death on

feeling a little emo now.. after listening to emo songs and looking at my sec stuff..
that nostalgic feeling.. sigh..

droplets tried to kill herself at 10:11:00 PM

planned her death on

林俊杰
会有那么一天

一九四三世界大战
阿嬷年轻的时候
爷爷爱他那么多
他们感情很深
但是爷爷身负重任
就在离乡的那夜
给了阿嬷一个吻
轻声说到
我要离去别再哭泣
不要伤心请你相信我
要等待我的爱
陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天
我们牵著手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
听我说声我爱你

夕阳西下鸟儿回家
阿嬷躺在病床上
呼吸有一点散漫
眼神却很温柔
看著爷爷湿透的眼
握著他粗糙的手
阿嬷的泪水开始流
轻声说道
我要离去别再哭泣
不要伤心请你相信我
要等待我的爱
陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天
我们牵著手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
听我说声我爱你

我要离去别再哭泣
不要伤心请你相信我
要等待我的爱
陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天
我们牵著手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
听我说声我爱你

我爱你

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droplets tried to kill herself at 10:03:00 PM

planned her death on Tuesday, April 10, 2007

spastic Odie! =DD



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